Its december 27th and I’m starting to get restless.  Spending time at home and not working is MINT, but noone has time for me.  not even my so-called best friend. last time I saw her it was for ten minutes to exchange presents. last time before that was when we “patched things up” in November….so much for that best friend, huh !?

anywho, christmas time is great, its warm, the food is great (but its waaaaay to much) and I got some great presents. but i miss having a life. not that I have one where i live and work, but at least there I’m making money while not having a life. I guess ill be spending the rest of the night looking for a new job. I need to do something else, somethign that allows me to work in daylight, that will make me more money, so when I need to i have enough money to run far far away for a long long time …… I regret coming back from England. I love seeing my family more often, but thats where the good part of the list stops…..I need to be somewhere else in order to truly be me. anyone have thoughts on where i should go ?