My Facebook fortune cookie so sweetly told me to “let it go” today.

I agree with my facebook fortune cookie.

At the moment I am struggling to finish my three essays (total 9000 words) by the 16th of May. I am also far behind in the subject: Introduction to Old English, which I have an exam in on May 29th. As if the worrying about uni. work wasnt enough, I also have certain scores that I NEED to get, in order to recieve the degree that I want. Another thing on my mind is that I have no idea what I want to do after I graduate, and the day is getting closer by the second. I dont know what I want to to for a job, I dont know where I want to live, and I dont know what I want to do with my life.

I am stressed out. I didnt fall asleep till 5am last night(this morning). My sleeping pattern is messed up, my mind is exhaused and all the worrying and the not knowing is (almost) killing me.

I know all students have moments like this, but that doesnt really make it any easier.

I decided to try to write it out, so I could let it go. I dont know if it will work, but I am warning you that there might be more posts like this in the near future.

I better get back to my essay now. Its gonna be a LONG night (again!)